twist my arm back. blood and hair in hand. scream my lungs out, but you don’t hear i’m there. feel my bones crack, I crush them into fine sand. words spill from my mouth, but you don’t care. blacklist me from your life, keep me on the ground. loathe the smile on your face, as you watch me frown. you bring the worst of me out, thinking less about myself than those who do not see me. filled with rage, so full of doubt. i give up.